GuiLun:)

2009-05-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hahas...i know i have not posted for a long time lerhs... cos really got no time.
So heres the thing:
-School
I am doing quite okay, at least i passed all my blocks...makes me happy liaos
-Jap
Yue Jia just quit it. Sad.:( She was so good at that language lor. Wasted. Hahas, just found out that i got the second lowest in my jap class. Sad. Must buck up.
-CSM
Well, currently having nightmares about how i won't be able to reach HCI on time and get scolding by teachers.
-June Holidays
Yeah! Looking forward to it man. Hahas...especially the outing. Ting Ting says she is gonna wear emo black and white. LOL.

I don't know why but these few days i am very lethargic at school. Like i just rose from the grave like that. Anyone can help suggest some ideas to help me get the hell out of that freaking damn trance? I think the cause would be me not getting enough sleep...

2009-04-26T03:44:00.000-07:00

Some people are so stubborn...I hate them...(or rather just him/her. Take your pick.) I just realised that I hate the world. The whole world. The freaking damn big whole wide world. Also, i realised that only two people have seen the real me... Both of the two people are me.:D Just kidding...The other i shall not say who. But its not my family members, not my good friends, one of my bestest friends ever, who is not in my current school. Sorry Ting Ting, didn't mean to make you more emo...hahas. Blood. Gushing. Out from my wrists. Ah...its such a nice feeling. So nice...no pain at all. Crying. Nothing can describe my feelings now..Argh! Zi Jin!!! Where are you when I need someone? Noone's picking up. Probably doing your homework. Blood-y.

2009-04-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

Feeling so sianz...But i passed my block tests!!! At least i passed two of them...hahas...:) Been very busy for the past week...alot of tests...Finally got sometime to use the computer for my own purposes and not work.:D Tomorrow its SMBO!!! Looking forward to seeing my juniors! Hahas...dots...

2009-04-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

Hehe, i changed my blogskin yet again because i got nothing better to do. Tomorrow its good friday and i am going to Malaysia...Yippee! Finally got break! this week was super duper crazy and busy like for me, i got like two tests per day for three days in a row... Crazy or what? Anyways, i will stop crapping because moi got nothing else to say le....Oh yeah, i ran out of bubbles to blow...:D

2009-04-05T04:07:00.000-07:00

OMFG!!! I think my blogskin got prob again...I can't view my blog!!! ARGH!!!

2009-03-26T03:56:00.000-07:00

Wah...i just realised that i never post for a long time le...today we had our first block test and it was nerve wrecking. Considering that i didn't study for it, i think i did ok for it...:)We were seated in index order, with one closest to the window, which is very weird as last time at BPPS it was not like that...I miss BPPS...but there is a gathering this coming Saturday and i am so excited!!! Yeah,finally another gathering...i miss my ex-classmates...6J-ians and 6K-ians...I am so emo-ing now...Anyway, back to seating arrangements. I like our current seating arrangement, which is according to index...the typical exam seating...I know i am weird...a lot of people think i am weird...I mean, do you find deadlines fun? I do. Do you like exam seating? I do. I know you hate tuition but i love them. I love doing my homework too. Maths only. That is why i find myself weird...The only bad thing was that Yue JIa and JIa Ling are so far away...I think i finally understand why i like index seating arrangements so much...because they remind me of last year, the string we use to pass notes, how we annoy Bao and our shit drawing of him yada yada yada...Too many incidents happen to let me have enough space to write here.:] Well,i like deadlines probably because i find them challenging and the andrenaline rushing through me as i rush is very worth it. Its probably why i always never bother to do my work at home. The thought of having a lot of things to complete, feeling the thrill of the fact that i might not be able to complete my homwork makes it interesting....I do not like being a goody-goody girl who does all her homework...(no offence to those people...its just my perspectives. And i don't relly hate you...) I just feel that there is no element of fun in it. its like so boring...no fun, no thrills. At all. Sucky. That is why i am weird.

2009-03-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

Feeling very stress now...its like ten now and i still have lots of homework to do...so...i can't post a very long post. Just wanted to say that "People, we can do it! Its a new term so technically, everything starts anew...So don't care if you had failed all the subjects or passed all. Just continue to work hard, kays? Everyone must jiayous...all of us rock..." Oh yeah, i failed quite a number of my subjects...sad...not in the mood to go back to school yet...hahas...:)

2009-03-17T09:44:00.000-07:00

Feeling very emo now...its like feeling the same kind of unexplainable emotional turmoil over just a year ago when that incident happened. Maybe its because too many things are being "hurtled" to me at the same time... Some of them happy, some sad... Happy because there is someone who i finally saw online in my contact list after a year...so he has finally unblocked me... Second is the fact that I don't understand...why is it that we humans cannot have everything we want? Does it mean that we must give up something in order to get another? Does it mean that studying at a good school we will all have to give up our personalities? Why is it that everyone has the same character and personality there? Everybody's character is like all so competitive. They would not be willing to lend you their notes if you forgot to copy but would be very willing yto ask you to lend them your notes for them to copy. Why the competiveness? I miss 6K, i miss my friends who went to other schools. I am sure over there it is not as competitive... I miss 6K, I miss my friends, I miss the laughter our class used to share, the willingness to teach you when you don't know what the teach is talking about, I miss our jokes and pranks we played on Bao, I miss our classroom, I miss our sitting arrangement during examinations, i miss the fun of making Bao angry and making him take back the paperclips, i miss me and Zi Jin's note-passing and talking-over-the-phone. We barely have time for that. I miss everyone... I feel so lonely. I don't like my current school... No, to make it more clearly, I don't like the girls at my current school who are so damn freaking competitive... Why is it like that? Does it mean that by being kiasu we will win? Not neccessarily, in my opinion. Yes, we be at the top of our game and win the title. But what about our morale and values? We will never win those bac as those can never be won. We possess them. But in the midst of being competitive, we lose them. Funny, we can lose those things but not vice versa. I am not saying names, but if you are one of these people do you feel like as though you don't have much friends left? Also, you became very selfish and unwilling to share? The only good thing that comes out of this is that you have become fiercely independant. But no man is an island. we all need friends and in the midst of being at the top of your game you lost your friends...good luck to you now...try winning them back and see how hard it actually is and see how much you have changed. Personally, i feel that i have changed a lot eversince i stepped into that school. Why do humans have to be so competitive? Why can't we just live in peace and make friends with everyone instead of being rivals? I am sick of this...i am totally sick of everyone...competitive. I can't stand the pressure anymore...

2009-03-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

Yes!!! Finally, its march holidays!!! Woohoo!!! So excited...but still got quite a lot of homework...well i must get use 2 it since this is only the beginning. But still, the workload is still quite a lot.*Groan* So it won't be much of a rest anyway...sad. But overall still very happy that at least there is nine days of no school and we can wake up naturally instead of by alarm clock...also, we can sleep early, not like at one plus due to too much homework.:( Yeah, add to the fact that i can use the com anytime i want from Monday to Wednesday as my brother's going to Negri Sembilan.:) Haiz, sad. I know that its sort of strange its like for a while i am glad there is a holiday but a while later i like become sad and say things like "haiz" or "sad" because there really is alot of homework...especially Chinese...there is like five... Today, we got CIP,recycling... and it took up like one hour so i managed to skip cca for the first hour. Yeah!!! But it was quite fun as at the end when the recycling bin was too full to put in more papers, Tessie climbed onto the recycling bin and stepped on the newspapers. It very cool!!!:) Too bad now my computer got problem because i downloaded a virus.:D So i am like writing this at my uncle's house using his Mac... But still, it doesn't spoil my mood!!! Have a happy March holiday, people!

2009-03-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

Heh...jus testing...cos i tink my blog got prob...

2009-03-03T00:35:00.000-08:00

I know i haven't posted for a long time le...Hehe... very busy. Just now i boliao go on the internet to find pictures of Arron Yan and among i feel this is the nicest between himand Gui Gui!! They are like, tian sheng yi dui long feng pei lor... i feel they are like sooo pei. Also he looks very handsome in this picture...Which is like why he was my idol in the first place... Tomorrow got LSC (life skills camp) for 3 days leh. Haiz. Sianz. Must wash toilet again...but good thing is that we need not do homework yeah!!! And during March holidays my brother going away to Negri Sembilan. Harh, so no one to "gen wo zheng dian nao" can use like siao...:D But the bad thing is that they need not stay with foster parents. They stay in hotel lor... So unfair!!! Nevermind, the Beijing trip was nicer... I loved that!!! Yeah... Anyways, i want to say that 1/4 RAWKS!!! And to add on, it rawks more than 1/3 which some people on the bus told me this morning that her class rocks more...so not true...104 rawks ALL THE WAY!!!

Bottom line:"A guy cannot hold a girl's hand unless he has won her heart."(taken from the mouth of our coach, Sean, which is our coach for leadership workshop.)

2009-03-02T04:09:00.000-08:00

Hey!!! I got a new hair cut...by accident. So now i have i have a fringe...:) thats all...sooooo bored.

2009-02-20T07:51:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! thanks for coming to my blog. Just created it.:) Hope that i will have time to continue my posts...